I am so not good at this!!

Man oh man....I find it terribly difficult keeping up with this blogging thing. I have to commit to getting better and using this more often, 'cause when I do I really enjoy it. With that being said, its been a while, so here I go.

Since my last blog terrible things have happened in China.....massive earthquakes in Sichaun province have killed thousands of people, many were children sitting in school. I cannot begin to imagine what people are facing, especially those who have lost their only child. The death tolls rise each day and are expected to for a while, unclean water and unsafe buildings are not a recipe for pleasant outcomes.

I am praying fervently for all China's citizens....but cannot get out of my mind and heart what this may mean for us. I know that this is outrageously selfish and I'm feeling ashamed to type it and see my thoughts shouting back at me from my computer screen. I just wonder if this will increase our wait time. It already seems like forever since the beginning of our journey and like the end is farther from our reach. We have been praying, from day one, for the woman that will someday be the mother of the baby that will be our daughter...now we're praying harder. We pray that she is safe, healthy and happy....wherever she is.